Tuesday, June 2, 2009

my sad n happy past time

i remember when i was small time my mother x lik me until nw
i also x feel gud wit my mother
bt if is my father i wil more care him bt mother dunno y
dun hav a heart 4 her
mayb is last time when my memories tat i cant 4get
i remember tat when i was small i was vry naughty
everytime vomit when the thing tat i dun lik eat or throw away
or hide sumwhere tat nobody noe
my mother beat me until alot of scar
i remember gt 1 time only me n my mother at hum
i dunno wat i did wrong n she take hot water 2 poil on me
until i hav fever
n i went in a hospital n gt police cum n ask my father ques
dunno y my mother wil did tat 2 me
i always get cane mostly everyday
when i was small time i gt run out from hse n run 2 other place tat my parent cant
noe where am i
bt at last i also get caught
bcoz i only 7years old
i went 2 granny hse n take a taxi wit a sister tat i dunno her
she is gud she gave me RM10 4 me 2 reach my granny hse
bt i tat time dunno where is the place is
bt at last i get the place n i gave the money tat she gave me
bt is not enough
i said 2 the taxi guy'i went up n get money wait me here"
bt at last i ran up n nvr come down back n gave the money
haha
is it me vry naughty
i nw think back i really a navghty girl
bt when i was standard 4 my parent send me 2 a orphanage
tat cal TI-RATANA
i leave there n learn alot of things in there
bt i feel tat althrough i was vry navghty
my parent shouldn't throw me there n let me stay there
they cum n c me only once a month
the 1st time when i go in i really cant sleep
i was vry sad at the moment
my parent throw me there is in the nite
i wun 4get it 4eve
bt after a month i ad normal in tat life n is more happy
bcoz alot of children there
i can b fren wit them
can play wit them
is happy n can go out sumtimes tat i nvr go bfore
in tat place i noe a boy tat bigger than me 3 years
he is a gud guy n i lik him v hav 2gether 4 3years
bt at last also break bcoz i hav 2 leave tat place n go other place
......
after leave the place
i went 2 another ophanage called "CEMPAKA"
in there i also noe a new boy in the temple
i wit him only 4 2 weeks
no feel 4 me ad so i break wit it
den gt a new boy in skul
also only 3weeks
....
after a year
i went back hum
tat means when i was in form 2 i only went back hum
n from there i noe alot of frens n i x talk wit my parent only if i needed
if x i always stay at my rum
hehe
sumtimes happy sumtimes sad

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