3.5.2011 3a.m

i will not go back to PANTAI HOSPITAL~

the sap ha sap ha geh doctor...

i tel him wat happen 2me...

he jz said enenen~ u take a rest

den i wil gv u medicine~

F*** U

damnn~~~

actually is lik tat...

i normal also wil cant breath thru

bt tat day really

cant breath even i drink warm water

i vy san fu~

bt my parent doesnt noe wat happen 2 me...

so i cal my bf...

bt he doesnt answer

den i cal my kai gor...

bt he cant fetch me go~

so i hav 2 cal the insurans geh ppl

and then he cum n fetch me go to hospital

bt by the way... my bf cal me bk too,den he also cum~

bt he is late than the agency~

so he straight go 2 hospital~

bt b4 tat althrough my kai gor cant cum over here

bt he teman me in the phone til the agency cum 

i feel touching n scared~

touching is bcoz v r nt real bro n sis

bt he take me as~

real sis~

i scared i wil die~

at the moment i feel tat

i dunno wat gonna do~

i jz noe tat i miss my fren~

after everything  is done 

i go bk 2 my bf hse....

bcoz i silently went off the hse...

den i jz sleep the whole day

ppl cal me i jz said enen

n i also dunno whos tat ==

blur~

... at last im better nw

bt sumtimes i stil wil lik tat...

AM I GONNA DIE SOON??